I hate my style, I hate being a halfway point between cartoon and realism, I hate the process Ive adopted that takes SO DAMN LONG TO DO, I hate working in 200+ layers, I hate how all my heads look the same, I hate how some of my latest pics have been coming, I hate the detailing, I hate HAVING to draw to make ends meet, I hate not having any choice in what I do
I hate not being able to do studies, to be able to try to learn new things, to expand my horizons. I hate not being able to experiment, to try to learn more about light and shadow because im on a deadline. I hate that I'm stuck in this position and have no way out
This week, I'm not touching my commissions. Tomorrow and friday are going to be spent applying for work, calling places, asking for jobs; maybe even next week too. i cant keep doing this
Art's become something I dread having to do, and I look back on my work with nothing but disappointment because its nothing like I wanted it to be!
The only thing I really like that Iv